ummm i think i have to write something... but what?

ntah bingung
ntah ah, ntah, ntah
gw tulis hasil contekan ajah yah
dari buku punyanya Susanna Tamaro, judulnya
Va' Dove Ti Porta Il Cuore
(Follow your Heart)

And later on, when so many roads open up before you, you don't know which to take, don't pick one at random; sit down and wait.
Breathe deeply, trustingly, the way you breathed on the day when you came into the world, don't let anything distract you, wait and wait some more.
Stay still, be quiet, and listen to your heart.
Then, when it speaks, get up and go where it takes you....

Now i am siting, waiting.....
but "nothing" speaks :D

hooahmmmm bosen waiting

oVEr&oUT

is this noon?
or night?
i cant see
there is only darkness in my heart

is that a star?
my northern star?
so dim without a glow
wandering along behind the clouds

where are you?

intuition or just....?

beberapa hari ini rasanya ga tenang banget
sepertinya akan ada sesuatu yang terjadi.... tapi ntah apa....
seperti cuaca sebelum terjadi badai.....
gw dah telp ke rumah, tapi mom bilang ga ada apa2....
ngga ada pilihan lain selain percaya kan? /:)
jadi itulah yang gw harapkan, keluarga, orang2 yang gw sayangi,teman2..........
smuanya akan baik-baik saja......
yeaahh gw tau, kedengerannya ngga masuk akal banget kan.....
dulu pas simbok gw mo meninggal, terakhir kali gw ketemu dia buat pamit ke bandung, gw sampe balik 2 kali, rasanya berat banget pas mo pergi........but i had to
saat itu beliau nangis, padahal seumur hidup, gw pergi kemana2 ngga ada yang nangisi, bahkan mom gw :P
sepertinya dia tahu, terakhir kali.....
intuition.....
salah satu tools untuk bertahan hidup,
to prepare yourself about the blows you'll find along the road....

lemboooeerrr

hari ini, kemaren, dan kemarennya lagi, gw lembur
di lab sendirian
padahal hari minggu :((
demi sesuap nasi...............
tadi gw bawa silver quin sebatang, dah abis sodara2
bawa jus jambu dan jus apel <== paporit gw
masihh laper...... tolongggg

/:)

sumpthin' happen'd along the way...
and yesterday is all i have.....
(earth wind and fire)

kadang ada hal-hal yang terjadi di luar kuasa dan kehendak kita
apa mau dikata?
nothing, but face it.... (face down thou')
mungkin suatu saat nanti kita bisa menoleh lagi dan menertawakannya......
a misfortune dapat menjadi berkah, if we put it so....
just matter of choice.......
and my choice is not surrender of course!!!!!!

(maap yah, gak bilang apa masalahnya , just ranting like a mad, so what do i want?.... nothing.... just wanna write it down)

over and out