selamat menjalani bulan ramadhan
mohon maaf lahir batin

(hibernating mode on)

BRAIN RECALIBRATION START

Shud i say nothing ?
for words are the source of misunderstandings

there is a lot that i want to say ..
but sometimes pride get in the way..
but sometimes i just dont know how..
and i dont understand what you think and feel that time..

sorry

How many times in your life have you ever had the feeling,
that the way you live is crazy and there must be something else
When you look at the sky does it ever cross your mind
there could be something you've forgotten that won't ever go away

Gets too much after a while trying to always hide your feelings
When the world is going crazy and you keep it to yourself
How much it hurts, though you try, try so hard to get on with your life
And tell yourself that worse things happen and just hope it goes away

Like the sun in the night
Like the sun in the night baby...

SATU BINTANG DI LANGIT KELAM

Angkasa tanpa pesan... merengkuh semakin dalam
Berselimut debu waktu kumenanti
Cemas...

Kau datang dengan sederhana
Satu bintang dilangit kelam
Sinarmu rimba pesona... dan kutahu tlah tersesat

Kukejar kau takkan bertepi
Menggapaimu takkan bersambut
Sendiri membendung rasa ini
Sementara... kau membeku

Khayalku terbuai jauh
Pelita kecilmu mengalir pelan... dan aku terbenam
Redup kilaumu tak mengarah
Jadilah diriku selatan
Namun tak kau sadari hingga kini dan nanti

By Rida-Sita-Dewi (RSD)

lagu indonesian oldies... ditemukan ketika lagi browsing hqjomblo,
jadi inget langit di rumah malang,

The milky way at the scorpion's tail, penanda waktu tanam padi telah tiba (scorpion a.k.a waluku, muncul di langit musim hujan). Scorpion dengan bintang merahnya, Antares (that was only a star... but.......................... :(().

The southern cross, rasi bintang layang-layang di langit selatan, penunjuk arah selatan paling akurat, yang selalu terlihat ketika keluar dari pintu rumah di malam hari. Dulu, kalau layang-layang ini sudah naik lebih tinggi dari pucuk pohon kelapa di kebun tetangga, artinya saatnya tidur... g'nite baby... sweet dream :D (still remember it too well... )

orion yang ganteng... (uhhh, orien ding :)), dwiku pardon me pls!), orion ini muncul di waktu scorpion menghilang, saatnya angin gede yang adem dateng, betelgeux-nya yang indah(tau namanya dari si astro-girl)... orion bintang badaiku.

trus si rasi bintang 2 gayung terbalik atau polar bear, ursa mayor dan ursa minor, di langit utara, dengan polarisnya (a.k.a the big dipper) yang selalu mengingatkan pada "fly me to polaris", duhai mas onion .... cedihhnaa... :((

lagu ini...(walaupun ga nyambung)
satu bintang di langitku yang kelam
semakin kelam langitku,
semakin indah sang bintang....
i luv it, i luv it, i luv it
ye ye ye ye ye ye ye ye ye... :P

mink

mink mink mink
menurut linguist
mink = kb. 1 semacam cerpelai. 2 bulu binatang cerpelai.

4 me, mink = mi nk
mi = my ( according to drew)
nk = me lahh
mink = nk-ku??

nu project i currently doing
moga2 cepet selese yak...
dengan selamat dan sukses!
ntar kalo sudah, gw kasih tau deh

c yaaa

LOCOMOTIVE (GnR)

GONNA FIND A WAY TO CURE THIS LONELINESS
YEAH I'LL FIND A WAY TO CURE THIS PAIN
IF I SAID THAT YOU'RE MY FRIEND
AND OUR LOVE WOULD NEVER END
HOW LONG BEFORE I HAD YOUR TRUST AGAIN

I OPENED UP THE DOORS WHEN IT WAS COLD OUTSIDE
HOPIN' THAT YOU'D FIND YOUR OWN WAY IN
BUT HOW CAN I PROTECT YOU
OR TRY NOT TO NEGLECT YOU
WHEN YOU WON'T TAKE THE LOVE I HAVE TO GIVE

I BROUGHT ME AN ILLUSION
AND I PUT IT ON THE WALL
I LET IT FILL MY HEAD WITH DREAMS
AND I HAD TO HAVE THEM ALL
BUT OH THE TASTE IS NEVER SO SWEET
AS WHAT YOU'D BELIEVE IT IS...
WELL I GUESS IT NEVER IS
IT'S THESE PREJUDICED ILLUSIONS
THAT PUMP THE BLOOD

..............................



unowotimean!
i luv u
even u r only an illusion
even u wont believe it
i'll keep it inside
furever

STUPID ME!!!
GONE OFF THE TRACK!!

Stepping Westward ( by : Denise Levertov)

What is green in me
darkens, muscadine.
If woman is inconstant,
good, I am faithful to
ebb and flow, I fall
in season and now
is a time of ripening.
If my part
is to be true,
a north star,
good, I hold steady
in the black sky
and vanish by day,
yet burn there
in blue or above
quilts of cloud.
There is no savor
more sweet, more salt
than to be glad to be
what, woman,
and who, myself,
I am, a shadow
that grows longer as the sun
moves, drawn out
on a thread of wonder.
If I bear burdens
let them be remembered
as gifts, goods, a basket
of bread that hurts
my shoulders but closes me
in fragrance. I can
eat as I go.

Let me be consistent with my unconsistency, ... :P

cowok terganteng di duniaa!!!!

ini dia yang paling tak kangeni sak malang
nama : Yanizar Naufal Mas'ud
dob : malang, 5 juli 2003
hobi : ngiler, lompat-lompat, nangis, main cemuutt-cemuuuttt



huekekekeke centil ya... spt tantenya :))
kmaren pas dia main hpku, denger alarm yang bunyinya kukuruyuk, langsung hpnya dipanggil: "tikkk, pitikk..." dengan penuh cinta :))
pas denger suara kuda, manggilnya: "embeekkk...." :))

oalah le le...
betapa aku cinta padamu!!

kweks yang ke... nth

kweks kweks kweks
bebek-bebekku
mari kemari
kuberi makan
satu per satu
kweks kweks kweks

kweks kweks kweks
gebetan-gebetanku
mari kemari
kusayang-sayang
satu per satu
mwah mwah mwah

kwekskwekskweks
hiahahahahahahaha =))

Arrgghhhhhhh

dicuekin lagi dicuekin lagi
weks....
yo wes...
saya tak golek gebetan ae sing akeh!
huh!

to me myself and i

be strong, be strong, my little one
the storm will subside eventually

hold on, hold on, my little one
a lil bit more, you will surely come home

never falter my little one
you know you can get thru this